Δευτέρα, 4 Αυγούστου 2008

goodbye my love

hello my love
it's gei'm sad alone
i'm so sad alone
i'm so sad on my own
the thruth is
we were much too young
now i'm looking for you
or anyone like you
we said goodbye
with a smile on our faces
now you're alone
you're so sad on your own
the truth is
we run out of time
now you're looking for me
or anyone like me....

Κυριακή, 3 Αυγούστου 2008

neverland

..ki anoixes tin porta.
"ti kaneis ekei?"
"sss min milas min milas,grafw twra,grafw"
"ti grafeis pali?"
"tin prwti anartisi sto blog mou"
"na to dw?"
"meta meta"
"grafeis gia emena?"
"mmm tha mporouses na to peis ki etsi...."
"dld?"
"e tha deis!"
"den mporeis na mou peis?"
"tha deis sou lew!"
"argeis?"
"an grafw gia esena den prokeitai na teleiwsw pote!"
gelases,"kala,tha fame?"
"eimai dimiourgos,trefomai pnevmatika"
gelases pali pio dinata"ok,etoimazw egw"
"pio meta please,na teleiwsw prwta"
"ma an grafeis gia emena den prokeitai na teleiwseis pote!"
gelasame,dinata,gelagame k trwgame k legame pws itan i mera mas,pou tha pame diakopes,ti tha kanoume to vradi,ki egw taftohrona egrafa.
"ma tha dw epitelous ti grafeis?"
"gia paramithia"
"ki eimai egw paramithi?"
"mporeis na to peis ki etsi"
"ti paramithi eimai?"
"tha mporouses na eisai o kakos likos..."
"ki esy i kokkinoskoufitsa?"
"giati ohi,den mou pane ta kokkina?"
"giati,mou pane emena oi dontares dld?kai den thelw na eimai o kakos likos!"
"giati?epeidi sto telos tou tin efere i kokkinoskoufitsa?i epeidi glitwse apo ta dontia tou?"
"ma esy den glitwses mwro mou..."
"nai alla den xereis an tha stin ferw...."
"allo,den thelw na eimai o kakos likos!"
"e tote...tha se kane peter pan!"
"kai giati parakalw?"
"giati o peter pan den megalwse pote!den ithele na megalwsei!"
"ki einai kako afto?"
"eipa egw oti einai kako?"
"e den akougetai k gia kalo!"
"kalo einai,to kako einai ston topo diamonis tou!"neverland" stin hwra tou pote"
"mipws einai ki afto kalo?mipws ennoei stin hwra tou pote pote den megalwneis?"
"kai giati na legetai hwra tou pote,ki ohi hwra tou panta meneis mikros?"
"dld gia alli mia fora kolas stis lexeis,sto "pote" k sto "panta".i ousia einai i idia omws mikri"
"mpa...allo to "pote" ki allo to "panta".stin hwra tou pote i tinkerbell tou eipe oti panta tha ton perimenei"
"egw eimai o peter pan pou erhomai stin hwra tou pote opou panta tha me perimeneis?"
"eipa egw oti eimai i tinkerbell???"
"oxi,alla eipes oti eimai o peter pan,ara esy eisai i tinkerbell,ektos ki an o peter pan eihe k kamia 40aria alles gomenes!"
"tha mporouses na eisai esy o peter pan stin hwra tou pote ki egw i kokkinoskoufitsa pou tha "stin ferw".pws sou fainetai????"
gelases.dinata.me afto to gelio pou gemize to spiti,pou ta ekane ola na fainontai omorfa k dinata.ki an afto den itan magiko pou mono enas peter pan tha ekane,tote poio einai magiko?
"ti tha ekana hwris esena,mporeis na mou peis?"me rwtises
"kati tha evriskes,kapoia apo tis kamia 40aria gomenes!"
"mporei!alla i tinkerbell tha einai panta stin hwra tou pote kai tha me perimenei!"
"ektos an stin kanei me ton mikro priggipa,pou einai k pio poli sta metra tis!"
"tha mou peis epitelous ti paramithia grafeis?"
"grafw gia ta paramithia,gia to oti emeis ta plathoume,opws kai oso theloume,gia tin dinami pou krivoun mesa tous"
"ta paramithia omws einai pseftika"
"gia na kanoun pio omorfi tin alitheia"
"filosofe mou esy!"
"eisai i pigi tis empnefsis mou!!!!!"
"fantazesai na grapseis kapote kati pou tha ginei megali epitihia k na grapseis ston prologo"ston "mouso" mou,efharistw peter pan!"
"giati ohi,allwste mazi to xekinisame to paramithi mas"
"kai pws tha teleiwne to paramithi mas?'
"opws ola ipothetw...."happily ever after",eheis dei kanena paramithi na teleiwnei me kati allo ektos apo to "zisan aftoi kala ki emeis kalitera?"
"ki etsi prepei na teleiwnoun ta paramithia,happily ever after mwro mou!!!"
ena hrono meta k den anoigei i porta k den eisai edw na me rwtiseis ti grafw.an me rwtages tha sou elega oti grafw ena paramithi me titlo "happily never after"kai nai,tha sou elega oti einai gia esena.kai den tha gelages me afto,to xerw,tha me koitages me afta ta matia tou thimou,ki ekeini i ritida sinnefiasmatos tha eihe shimatistei anamesa sta fridia sou.kai den tha milages,tha me koitages k tha perimenes na sou exigisw afto to "never after".ki egw tha sou elega oti o peter pan afise tin tinkerbell na figei,i isws kai tin ekane na figei.pws efigan ki oi dio apo tin hwra tou pote.i mipws emeinan ki oi dio stin hwra tou pote xana mazi?tha sou elega pws o peter pan itan telika o kakos likos pou xegelase tin kokkinoskoufitsa,alla eides telika?isws na min tou tin efere i kokkinoskoufitsa,alla telika glitwse.tha sou elega pws sta paramithia kanenas apo tous irwes den epistrefei,den girizei pisw ektos apo ton peter pan.ki esy peter pan,efevges kai girnages stin hwra tou pote,sineheia,sineheia ontas vevaios oti i tinkerbell tha einai panta ekei kai tha se perimenei.fantazomai to sok sou peter,otan se mia akoma epistrofi sou eides oti i tinkerbell eihe figei!rwtages an efige me ton mikro priggipa,me ton sevah ton thalassino,me ton papoutsomeno gato,an irthe kai tin xipnise me ena fili o priggipas apo ton lithargo pou eihe pesei eprimenontas se panta na giriseis.den skeftikes omws pote peter oti i tinkerbell etripse to lihnari tou alladin kai zitise mia efhi mono apo to tzini"na stirihtei sta dika tis ftera kai na petaxei makria apo ton peter pan".ki etsi,i mikri tinkerbell efige.
ena hrono meta ta paramithia sinehizoun na einai pseftika k na kanoun pio omorfi tin alitheia.twra vevaia o kathenas zei tin diki tou alitheia k tin kaliptei me to diko tou paramithi pou to plathei opws to thelei.to an o peter pan sinexizei na min megalwnei,afto den einai paramithi,einai alitheia.kai twra peter emathes ton pragmatiko logo pou i hwra tou pote den iparhei se kanenan harti,tin diegrapse i tinkerbell gia na min vrei ton dromo na girisei pisw pote!
so long peter pan...
for never again yours,tink!

lighthouse

ki o faros stekei ekei,panta ekei,den fevgei.vlepei ta ploia na pigainoun,na erhontai,na fevgoun,na girnane.stekei ekei akounitos k vlepei,k proeidopoiei.me fwtismous simvolikous pou enimwrwnoun.kai ta ploia sinehizoun na pigainoun,na erhontai,na metaferoun psihes.
ki o faros ekei,na ton htipaei to kima,na ton louzei i liakada,na ton hazevoun,na ton fwtografizoun,na ton episkeptontai san axiotheato k na efhontai kapoia stigmi na mporousan na meinoun mesa tou.alla o faros den thelei na mpei kanenas mesa tou.thelei na meinei ekei,monos,na vlepei osa pernane k fevgoun.o faros tha meinei ekei.den mporei na kanei alliws.isws den thelei na kanei alliws.isws einai kalitera na min afinei kanenan na mpei mesa tou,na dei ta mistika tou,ta simadia stous toihous,na dei pws leitourgei.isws to apolamvanei na paratirei ola osa pernane k fevgoun,allwste den mporoun na ton aggixoun...